such an idiot

bbrp hari yg lalu,,gw sempet ngrasa seneng,,seneng banget mungkin yah namanya,,

tapi,,

seneng karena kebodohan sendiri,,

sangat bodoh,,

nyesel,,banget,,
kenapa gw kaya idiot gitu??

awalnya gr2 gw trlalu bodoh,,

kenapa bisa berfikir,,akhirnya setelah skian taun,,orang itu bakalan ngeliat gw???

knp bisa sebodoh itu?

pdhl,,dia ga pernah liat gw,,sdikit pun,,

kemarenn,,gw baca sesuatu yg ga seharusnya gw baca,,gw bc spotong pesen dia k temen gw,,gw yg idiot ngrasa seneng,,

dan gw senyum,,kebayang lagi smua nya,,smua yg pernah gw laluin,,smua rasa sakit yg pernah gw alamin,,🙂 gw tersenyum,,berfikir,,akhirnya waktunya gw dateng,,

ternyata gw salah,,dia ga pernah skali pun liat gw,,mungkin kmrn itu cm krn dia lg sakit hati sm org yg dia suka jd pelariannya k gw,,

ancurrr banget,,ngerasa ga ada harga nya,,

ngrasa sangat bodoh,,kenapa???????????gw bodoh,,,

harusnya g pernah berfikir yg ngga2,,

dia ga pernah liat gw,,

pathetic,,

n i still love him,,,

i always love him,,even he never love me,,🙂

always be my star,,

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